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matt =( Sep. 21st, 2004 @ 05:32 pm
I really like this guy Matt... and everyone says he likes me... so... what is he waiting for!!! I really like him though.... and i cant wait to long.... i dont like waiting... it hurts and then you just end up being friends... but i dont know... maybe he will but is waiting for the right moment.... I think....(and have been saying this for like EVER) I will make the move tomorrow or the next day.... or the next LOL I dont know.... I'd feel weird if i did... I'm afraid of being put down....o well time will tell :)
<3 Jezzica
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: Long Way to the Top~AC/DC

I like this song..... Sep. 19th, 2004 @ 08:01 pm
This Photograph Is Proof (I Know You Know)"

Well, i'll wait till you listen
I wont say a word
to follow your instincts
just never worked for me
your silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card)
and your noticing nothing again

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself

(yeah, I'm playing that card)
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
and I know you know, everything
I know you didnt mean it
I know you didnt mean it

I know you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't mean it (remember more then youd like to forget)

So, we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but, betters no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but, its never good enough to feel right

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
it will all catch up eventually
well, it caught up and honestly
the weight of my decisions
were impossible to hold
but they were never yours
they were never yours

Well I, know you know, everything
I know you didnt mean it
I know you didnt mean it

I know you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't meant it (remember more then youd like to forget)

Drop everything, start it all over
remember more then youd like to forget [x2]

Would you like to forget
would you like to forget
drop everything, start it all over
well, drop everything start it all over (would you like to forget)
drop everything start it all over
start it all...

Well I, know you know, everything
I know you didnt mean it
I know you didnt mean it

I know you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didnt mean it (start it all over)
I know you didnt meant it (remember more then youd like to forget)

I know you know
I know you know...you know, you know, you know...
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: (song above....DUH!!)~Taking Back Sunday

I dont know.... Cuz feels like shit so i thought this would cheer me and her up! Sep. 19th, 2004 @ 07:57 pm
"Several Ways To Die Trying"

Pacific Sun, you should have warned us, it gets so cold here.
And the night can freeze, before you set it on fire.

And our flares go unnoticed.
Dimminished, faded just as soon as they are fired.

We are, we are, intrigued. We are, we are, invisible.

Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you.

But all our fears fall on deaf ears.

Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live.

Pacific sun, you should have warned us, these heights are dizzying,
and the climb can kill you long before the fall.

And our trails go unmarked and unmapped and covered
just as soon as they are crossed.

We are, we are, intriguing. We are, we are, desirable.

Oh how we've shouted, how we've screamed,
take notice, take interest, take me with you.

But all our fears fall on deaf ears.

Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live.
Current Mood: crazycrazy
Current Music: (song up above..DUH!!) Dashboard Confessional

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sep. 18th, 2004 @ 11:20 pm

I'm at my cuz house right now and she is going crzy like hell!!!! SHE FELL!!!! LOL It was funny.. she did something i should have done..... she fell right out of her chair!!! LOL LMAO.... But i still love MATT!!! I was all bumed and pissed because the kid who lives with him told me that he wouldnt be there this week end.... but he was!!! I was so happy!!! I think i might kond of ask him out tomorrow..... he moves to slow and i know of one more guy who would ask me out the moment he sees me (which may be soon)..... So i'm gonna be "whore-ish" and make the first move..... But i really like him... so..... we'll see...... here this next sentance is going to be from my cuz:

Btw.... Would... Would you like some Km?

<3 Jezzica

Current Mood: dorkydorky
Current Music: Sparrows Never Lead The Way~AST

MATT <3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sep. 16th, 2004 @ 08:30 pm
OMG I love this kid on my block...... his name is..... MATT!!! He is so gorgeous!!! I think and EVERYONE else on the block thinks he likes me :) And EVERYONE already knows i like him LOL.... My cuz likes his like i guess you would say... best friend?? but it is still chill....well he likes her and his name is Cory.... and she likes him..... So like everyone likes someone LOL.... But i just love this kids eyes!!! OMG so bule it is just beautiful!! He looked at my eyes and said they were like no ones he's ever seen *tear* (see my eyes are honey :-D ). I wanted to kiss him too.. i think he did too LOL.....I just love him... well g2g talking to friends.... ttyl ya'll
<3 Jezzica
Current Mood: lovedloved
Current Music: As Lovers Go~D/C (Cuz got it in my head)
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Wow! This weekend was pretty chill... and it happpens to fall on the week before i go to school... Well last night i went to this Kick ass concert to see a few bands (SIMPLY LOST, A STORYBOOK TRAGEDY, MAYS END ETC...). I had my friends Vanessa and Cassie come up and sleep over and shit... We had fun... well at least casssie and i did (cause cassie told me she had fun). I had so much fun....cassie got some from her dream boy (GO CASSIE!!YAY!!). The boys of SL are so effin funny.... all i want to do is just be friends with them... it would be so chill(plus i got my eye one someone else ~*NEWHALL*~ LOL V and Cassie :-D ) But this morning is where it kind of sucked... (next time girls we plan this with no plans the next day LOL Love ya both). On the way home i heard the White Stripes song "Button to Button" and i was like SYDNEY!!!! I miss her so effin much... it hasnt been totally boring... but just borning (we have a lot of talking to do when you get home girl!!! LOL) She comes home tomorrow morning (sorry sydney no SPY for us LOL). Well g2g need to clean house...were having a party with the family (hell ya beer!! LOL) talk to you all later!! bye!

<3 J~e~z~z~i~c~a


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Today was cool, me and my cuz went walking!!! We had so much effin fun. We were like hyper for a while, but it was fun. TOMORROW I'M GOING TO THE COLBALT WITH VANESSA AND CASSIE, IT'S GONNA EFFIN ROCK!!!!!
~J~E~Z~Z~I~C~A~
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TODAY EFFIN ROCKED! IN A WAY!!! ME AND MY CUZ HAD TO ENERGY DRINKS SO WE WERE LIKE, ENERGY DRINK DRUNK LOL!! WE WERE MAKING DUMBASSES OF OUR SELFS AND BEING REALLY REALLY STUPID!!! IT WAS FUN THOUGH. I THINK THIS KID MATT LIKES MY CUZ OR ME(IT'S HARD TO TELL LOL). HE IS A BIT TO YOUNG FOR ME, BUT HE IS KIND OF CUTE (I KNOW I KNOW,SYDNEY,YOU THINKS HE'S BUTT UGLY LOL BUT YOU KNOW ME :-D). BUT NOW EVERYONE WE MET THAT NIGHT I WENT OFF THE RAMP(I KICK ASS!!!) MINUS CORY AND MATT, HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT TO US, WERE BACK TO BEING THE UNDERDOGS :( IT IS OK CUZ WE'LL COME OUT AGAIN SOON. WELL THIS SAT I'M GOING OUT WITH MY LONG TIME FRIENDS CASSIE AND VANESSA, WERE GOING TO SEE SIMPLY LOST PLAY AT THE COLBALT!!!! YAY!!!!!IT'S GOING TO EFFIN ROCK!!! I LOVE THOSE GIRLS HAVENT SEEN THEM IN A LONG TIME, MISS THEM MUCH!WELL G2G NEED TO FINSHING TALKING TO V 2 THE NESSA L0L BYE!
~jEZZICA
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Today was pretty good. Work sucked, as usally. But then i got home and called my cuz and we did our usally, walking. Our new homie's (minus Coery) were lighting their shoes and feet on fire!!!! LOL what silly gooses LOL It was funny though. Then we thought we would go to the mall, but that didnt work out too. I think my cuz was kind of sad, we did go to best buys with was still cool. I got new cds so it kicks butt LOL!!! Well g2g
~J~E~Z~Z~I~C~A~
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Forgot again hehe....
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